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D'ya
Tak'er
She took me to her uncurtained room - bright & airy.
It was decorated with stars on the wall - for a fairy,
in the shape of a heart - it surrounded her art.
A painting of our souls - from days of olde.
The goddess said, “You live with me in my heart so true.
You’re reflected in my art, I’m your queen, let me live with you.
I may not be, what you would want, to choose
but, I belong to God - you can’t lose”.
I didn’t speak, for I had always wanted her as my lover.
She had fallen in love & thought she’d left me for another.
My attempts as Cyrano had caused us immeasurable pain.
Now I had to convince her that I loved her still - the same.
I looked in her eyes & remembered the pain of the past.
Saw the dawn of a new age & recalled the words of the sage.
‘She cooks for the Gods - she must make right a wrong.
You can help her up, she needs someone who is strong’:
“D’ya tak’er, D’ya tak’er” a silent voice asked.
I hesitated too long - her saddened eyes masked.
I remembered again - twice - the shaking of the land
when I’d allowed her to leave. I grabbed for her hand.
Phuket, was it too late - had I sealed our fate?
I dragged her to the flower bed - fumbling at the gate.
Jumped on her bones, in an effort to atone.
Laid her hard - and destroyed that masked facade.
24 December, 1996
Octoberfest
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